Author: Mihaela Limberea

Dance With The Fear

Black swan, Kangaroo Island, South Australia

I remember a morning on Kangaroo Island — overcast, the light flat and uncooperative, my camera next to me, and nothing moving in the scrub. I had driven out before dawn specifically for this, and now I stood there doing nothing. Not because there was nothing to photograph. Because I could not decide where to begin.

That paralysis is not about conditions or equipment. It is about the blank canvas problem. Every creative act starts in the same place: an empty frame, a cursor blinking on a white page, a silence that asks you to be the one to break it. And something in us resists. We inflate what we are about to make until it carries more weight than any single photograph or paragraph or brushstroke can bear, and then we cannot move under that weight.

The way out is smaller than you think.

Tell yourself you are not making anything yet. You are just sketching — warming up, loosening the joints, seeing what is there. In the field this means making the first technically imperfect frame anyway: wrong exposure, wrong angle, too much foreground. It does not matter. You have pressed the shutter. The paralysis is broken and you are working. In writing it means a sentence, even a bad one, placed on the page. In any creative practice it means permission to produce something provisional, something that does not count yet. Play is not the opposite of serious work; it is usually how serious work begins.

What happens next is worth paying attention to. Once you have something — even a rough thing — the terms of the conversation change. You are no longer trying to conjure from nothing; you are responding to what is already there. You adjust, you refine, you follow the thread. The fear that was blocking you does not disappear, but it shifts from the front of your attention to the edge of it. The work absorbs you and carries you forward. This is not a trick or a hack. It is simply how the creative process functions when you let it.

There is a temptation, particularly if you are serious about your craft, to want to bypass the uncomfortable part — the uncertainty, the not-knowing, the exposure of putting something unfinished into the world even provisionally. But that discomfort is load-bearing. The friction between what you can see in your mind and what you are able to execute right now is precisely the tension that produces growth. Good work — the kind that has texture and honesty to it — tends to come from staying inside that tension rather than from resolving it too quickly.

So dance with it. Not because the fear is pleasant, but because it is telling you that what you are attempting matters to you. That is useful information. Use it.

Show up. Make the imperfect first frame. The rest follows.


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Going Somewhere

  1. Things to Do in the Belly of the Whale
  2. From Blossoms
  3. Wild Geese
  4. The Peace of Wild Things
  5. My Gift to You
  6. Departing Spring
  7. The Skylark
  8. What a Strange Thing!
  9. Although The Wind …
  10. The Old Pond
  11. Spring Is Like A Perhaps Hand
  12. Hast thou 2 loaves of bread …
  13. Youth and Age
  14. A Postcard From the Volcano
  15. The Kraken
  16. He wishes for the Cloths of Heaven
  17. There Is a Solitude of Space
  18. Because I Could Not Stop for Death
  19. Mad Song
  20. Answer July
  21. Success Is Counted Sweetest
  22. Hope Is the Thing with Feathers
  23. The Bluebird
  24. A Vision of the End
  25. The Crying of Water
  26. A Rose Has Thorns As Well As Honey
  27. Winter
  28. The Dark Cavalier
  29. There is no Life or Death
  30. Sheep in Winter
  31. To a Snowflake
  32. Sextain
  33. A Crocodile
  34. Sea Fever
  35. The Giant Cactus of Arizona
  36. The Coming of Night
  37. Going to the Picnic
  38. Moon Tonight
  39. A Southern Night
  40. Greenness
  41. Twilight
  42. On the Wing
  43. In Summer
  44. Before Parting
  45. Sonnet
  46. The Red Wheelbarrow
  47. Acceptance
  48. At The Pool
  49. Incurable
  50. Bluebird and Cardinal
  51. [Say What You Will, And Scratch My Heart To Find]
  52. The River
  53. Vas Doloris
  54. Squirrel
  55. Ghosts
  56. The Spirit of Poetry
  57. Nightfall in the Tropics
  58. Journey of the Magi
  59. The City Lights
  60. January
  61. Winter Night
  62. My Heart Has Known Its Winter
  63. Things Said When He Was Gone
  64. Jabberwocky
  65. Expectancy
  66. Surrender
  67. At the Mid Hour of Night
  68. Fog
  69. The Things I Love
  70. Spring
  71. The Earth-Child in the Grass
  72. The Rivals
  73. A Line-storm Song
  74. To the Daisy
  75. It sifts from Leaden Sieves
  76. The Unquiet Grave
  77. In Summer Time
  78. Wine of Summer
  79. The Alchemist
  80. A Serenade
  81. Meeting Ourselves
  82. Early Waking
  83. Sir Walter Raleigh to His Son
  84. Art
  85. Freedom and Truth
  86. Sonnet LIX: Love’s Last Gift
  87. Fate
  88. Night
  89. II [Doom is dark and deeper than any sea-dingle.]
  90. From “Fungi of Yuggoth” [XIV. Star-winds]
  91. Sun Song
  92. The Dreamer
  93. The Means to Attain Happy Life
  94. Persuasion
  95. Going Somewhere
  96. An Essay on Man – Epistle II Scheduled for 14th April 2026
  97. She says, being forbidden: Scheduled for 21st April 2026
  98. [The evening darkens over] Scheduled for 28th April 2026
  99. Dover Beach Scheduled for 5th May 2026
  100. The Poet Scheduled for 19th May 2026
  101. Unforgotten Scheduled for 26th May 2026
Distorted Tree

Travelling standing still, I took
Years to do a piece
Of one Pacific Island. Now
Everywhere I look—
As if I stood on top the Pole
And saw surrounding how 
The horizon was travelling
While I was standing still—
The world goes round and round and I 
Am pure content to be
Its tiny axis toward a sky
That points and centers, spinning by,
In an earth that is, with me,
From root’s depth, into tree,
By tiny atoms, back and forth,
Shaken, a round trip out of earth,
To earth’s depth as before.
I could not travel more.


One circle out of earth and back
Takes seventy years at least;
The other goes with mental speed
Around to the level east.
The atom of my mind can look
While it is being taken
Upon an arc the plumed trees look,
Shaken and unshaken.
So the two circles. Momentary
The horizontal one.
And the tall circle, too, the airy
Flight to the flowing sun,
Converge on this, my standing still,
My travelling through space,
Going somewhere, until
I arrive at no place. 

Genevieve Taggard (1894 – 1948) was an American poet and editor.


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The image features a single Australian White Ibis standing in a grassy field. The bird is positioned slightly off-center to the right of the frame, facing left. Its plumage is predominantly white, with some black markings on its head, neck, and wingtips, which are visible as it stands.

Australian white ibis (Threskiornis molucca) photographed at the Royal Botanic Garden, Sydney. It was raining, and while most people took cover in the nearby cafe, I stayed put and took a lot of photos.

A little rain has never stopped me. I use a shower cap over the camera body, and the lens is weather-sealed, up to a point, obviously. I draw the line at downpours. But a soft, persistent drizzle? That’s when things get interesting. There’s something compelling about animals and birds enduring what we humans instinctively flee from.

The image depicts a winter scene in a forest covered in thick snow. The trees are laden with snow, and delicate snowflakes are falling, creating a soft, ethereal atmosphere. The ground is completely covered in a blanket of white snow. In the lower center of the image, a wolf is lying down, partially submerged in the snow. The wolf has a coat of varying shades of brown, tan, and gray, with darker markings on its face and ears.

A lone wolf (Canis lupus) enduring heavy snowfall in Northern Sweden. I think I found myself a theme, ha, ha! Here’s the photo of the musk ox in the same snowstorm.

A dramatic, close-up portrait of a rooster is presented against a stark black background.

Speaking of themes: the portrait of this rooster (Gallus gallus domesticus) is part of a new animal portraits project I’m working on. Well, animals and birds.

The image captures the striking close-up of a black swan (Cygnus atratus) against a stark, dark background.

The black swan (Cygnus atratus) was the first in the series.

A small bird stands alone on a mossy rock in a deeply atmospheric, fog-shrouded forest rendered in cool blue-grey tones, evoking a sense of quiet mystery and solitude.

This is a new edit of an old photo taken sometime around 2018, when we were still living in Switzerland. These are the woods just behind our house, where I used to go for a daily walk with my camera. I still have hundreds of photos of those trees. Probably thousands, if I’m honest. I should probably do a project to do them justice.

I seldom edit old photos, but it happens the same way every time: I’m looking for something else entirely, I stumble over an old photo, and get an idea. And if I get an idea, there’s no ignoring it. I have to see it through.

A red squirrel is holding a red Easter egg in its paws, surrounded by other decorated Easter eggs on a grassy lawn.

Happy Easter!


📸 All photos were taken with Canon R5 Mark II & Canon RF100-500mm F4.5-7.1 L IS USM., except the dark woods, which was taken with Canon EOS 5D Mark III & Canon EF 50mm ƒ1.8 II.


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Persuasion

  1. Things to Do in the Belly of the Whale
  2. From Blossoms
  3. Wild Geese
  4. The Peace of Wild Things
  5. My Gift to You
  6. Departing Spring
  7. The Skylark
  8. What a Strange Thing!
  9. Although The Wind …
  10. The Old Pond
  11. Spring Is Like A Perhaps Hand
  12. Hast thou 2 loaves of bread …
  13. Youth and Age
  14. A Postcard From the Volcano
  15. The Kraken
  16. He wishes for the Cloths of Heaven
  17. There Is a Solitude of Space
  18. Because I Could Not Stop for Death
  19. Mad Song
  20. Answer July
  21. Success Is Counted Sweetest
  22. Hope Is the Thing with Feathers
  23. The Bluebird
  24. A Vision of the End
  25. The Crying of Water
  26. A Rose Has Thorns As Well As Honey
  27. Winter
  28. The Dark Cavalier
  29. There is no Life or Death
  30. Sheep in Winter
  31. To a Snowflake
  32. Sextain
  33. A Crocodile
  34. Sea Fever
  35. The Giant Cactus of Arizona
  36. The Coming of Night
  37. Going to the Picnic
  38. Moon Tonight
  39. A Southern Night
  40. Greenness
  41. Twilight
  42. On the Wing
  43. In Summer
  44. Before Parting
  45. Sonnet
  46. The Red Wheelbarrow
  47. Acceptance
  48. At The Pool
  49. Incurable
  50. Bluebird and Cardinal
  51. [Say What You Will, And Scratch My Heart To Find]
  52. The River
  53. Vas Doloris
  54. Squirrel
  55. Ghosts
  56. The Spirit of Poetry
  57. Nightfall in the Tropics
  58. Journey of the Magi
  59. The City Lights
  60. January
  61. Winter Night
  62. My Heart Has Known Its Winter
  63. Things Said When He Was Gone
  64. Jabberwocky
  65. Expectancy
  66. Surrender
  67. At the Mid Hour of Night
  68. Fog
  69. The Things I Love
  70. Spring
  71. The Earth-Child in the Grass
  72. The Rivals
  73. A Line-storm Song
  74. To the Daisy
  75. It sifts from Leaden Sieves
  76. The Unquiet Grave
  77. In Summer Time
  78. Wine of Summer
  79. The Alchemist
  80. A Serenade
  81. Meeting Ourselves
  82. Early Waking
  83. Sir Walter Raleigh to His Son
  84. Art
  85. Freedom and Truth
  86. Sonnet LIX: Love’s Last Gift
  87. Fate
  88. Night
  89. II [Doom is dark and deeper than any sea-dingle.]
  90. From “Fungi of Yuggoth” [XIV. Star-winds]
  91. Sun Song
  92. The Dreamer
  93. The Means to Attain Happy Life
  94. Persuasion
  95. Going Somewhere
  96. An Essay on Man – Epistle II Scheduled for 14th April 2026
  97. She says, being forbidden: Scheduled for 21st April 2026
  98. [The evening darkens over] Scheduled for 28th April 2026
  99. Dover Beach Scheduled for 5th May 2026
  100. The Poet Scheduled for 19th May 2026
  101. Unforgotten Scheduled for 26th May 2026
A Eurasian tree sparrow perches on a snow-covered branch with a few remaining colorful leaves, set against a soft, snowy background.
Man’s life is like a Sparrow, mighty King!
That—while at banquet with your Chiefs you sit
Housed near a blazing fire—is seen to flit
Safe from the wintry tempest. Fluttering,
Here did it enter; there, on hasty wing,
Flies out, and passes on from cold to cold;
But whence it came we know not, nor behold
Whither it goes. Even such, that transient Thing,
The human Soul; not utterly unknown
While in the Body lodged, her warm abode;
But from what world She came, what woe or weal
On her departure waits, no tongue hath shown;
This mystery if the Stranger can reveal,
His be a welcome cordially bestowed!

William Wordsworth (1770 – 1850) was an English Romantic poet who, with Samuel Taylor Coleridge, helped to launch the Romantic Age in English literature with their joint publication Lyrical Ballads (1798).


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When Quantity Becomes Quality

This photo features a red squirrel holding a chestnut in a lush forest setting. The squirrel, with its vibrant reddish-brown fur and bushy tail, is perched on a moss-covered branch, clutching the chestnut with its tiny front paws. Its bright black eyes and alert expression are highlighted by the soft morning light filtering through the dense green canopy, while the background blurs into a rich tapestry of leaves and earthy tones.

Squirrel Anno 2025Canon EOS R5M2 & Canon RF100-500mm F4.5-7.1 L IS USM

There is a truth about creative work that nobody really warns you about at the start: it takes an almost unreasonable amount of repetition before anything interesting happens.

Not talent. Not inspiration. Repetition.

I think about this a lot, especially on the days when I come home from a shoot with a card full of images and none of them feel quite right. Those days used to discourage me. Now I understand them differently. They are part of the process, not a sign that something has gone wrong.

The idea is simple, even if the practice is hard: put in the hours, and quantity eventually becomes quality.

A page a day becomes 365 pages after a year. A whole book, written in the margins of an ordinary life. Ten photographs a day, taken with intention, varying your settings, your compositions, your light, your distance, means thousands of images over a year. Thousands of small decisions. Thousands of tiny experiments. And somewhere in that pile, something shifts. You stop thinking about your camera and start seeing through it. You stop wondering whether to try a different angle and just move, instinctively, because your hands already know.

That is what practice actually does. It moves knowledge out of your head and into your body.

I have been photographing wildlife long enough now to remember what it felt like not to know my equipment. The hesitation before adjusting settings when an animal was moving. The missed shot because I was still thinking. Those moments have a way of teaching you, but only if you show up enough times to collect them.

A red squirrel is perched on a moss-covered rock, surrounded by fallen autumn leaves.

My first squirrel photo: I was so happy to get it in frame!

Squirrel Anno 2020 Canon EOS 5D Mark III & Canon EF70-300mm ƒ4-5.6L IS USM

Process your photos every day. Pay attention to what worked and why. Look honestly at what did not. You will get better. And somewhere along the way, without quite noticing when it happened, you will find your style. Not the style you planned for or tried to imitate, but the one that emerges from all those hours of paying attention to what you actually see.

Nothing comes from nothing. This sounds obvious and it is, but we still manage to forget it. We look at someone whose work we admire and see the result, not the years behind it. We compare our beginnings to someone else’s middle. And then we feel stuck, or slow, or not talented enough.

The answer is never more talent. The answer is more hours.

Have faith in the process, even when you cannot yet see where it is taking you. Do the work today. Do it again tomorrow. Let the pile grow. Somewhere inside it is the photographer, or the writer, or the artist you are becoming.

You just have to keep going long enough to meet them.


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The Means to Attain Happy Life

  1. Things to Do in the Belly of the Whale
  2. From Blossoms
  3. Wild Geese
  4. The Peace of Wild Things
  5. My Gift to You
  6. Departing Spring
  7. The Skylark
  8. What a Strange Thing!
  9. Although The Wind …
  10. The Old Pond
  11. Spring Is Like A Perhaps Hand
  12. Hast thou 2 loaves of bread …
  13. Youth and Age
  14. A Postcard From the Volcano
  15. The Kraken
  16. He wishes for the Cloths of Heaven
  17. There Is a Solitude of Space
  18. Because I Could Not Stop for Death
  19. Mad Song
  20. Answer July
  21. Success Is Counted Sweetest
  22. Hope Is the Thing with Feathers
  23. The Bluebird
  24. A Vision of the End
  25. The Crying of Water
  26. A Rose Has Thorns As Well As Honey
  27. Winter
  28. The Dark Cavalier
  29. There is no Life or Death
  30. Sheep in Winter
  31. To a Snowflake
  32. Sextain
  33. A Crocodile
  34. Sea Fever
  35. The Giant Cactus of Arizona
  36. The Coming of Night
  37. Going to the Picnic
  38. Moon Tonight
  39. A Southern Night
  40. Greenness
  41. Twilight
  42. On the Wing
  43. In Summer
  44. Before Parting
  45. Sonnet
  46. The Red Wheelbarrow
  47. Acceptance
  48. At The Pool
  49. Incurable
  50. Bluebird and Cardinal
  51. [Say What You Will, And Scratch My Heart To Find]
  52. The River
  53. Vas Doloris
  54. Squirrel
  55. Ghosts
  56. The Spirit of Poetry
  57. Nightfall in the Tropics
  58. Journey of the Magi
  59. The City Lights
  60. January
  61. Winter Night
  62. My Heart Has Known Its Winter
  63. Things Said When He Was Gone
  64. Jabberwocky
  65. Expectancy
  66. Surrender
  67. At the Mid Hour of Night
  68. Fog
  69. The Things I Love
  70. Spring
  71. The Earth-Child in the Grass
  72. The Rivals
  73. A Line-storm Song
  74. To the Daisy
  75. It sifts from Leaden Sieves
  76. The Unquiet Grave
  77. In Summer Time
  78. Wine of Summer
  79. The Alchemist
  80. A Serenade
  81. Meeting Ourselves
  82. Early Waking
  83. Sir Walter Raleigh to His Son
  84. Art
  85. Freedom and Truth
  86. Sonnet LIX: Love’s Last Gift
  87. Fate
  88. Night
  89. II [Doom is dark and deeper than any sea-dingle.]
  90. From “Fungi of Yuggoth” [XIV. Star-winds]
  91. Sun Song
  92. The Dreamer
  93. The Means to Attain Happy Life
  94. Persuasion
  95. Going Somewhere
  96. An Essay on Man – Epistle II Scheduled for 14th April 2026
  97. She says, being forbidden: Scheduled for 21st April 2026
  98. [The evening darkens over] Scheduled for 28th April 2026
  99. Dover Beach Scheduled for 5th May 2026
  100. The Poet Scheduled for 19th May 2026
  101. Unforgotten Scheduled for 26th May 2026
A Roman white marble bust of a young man with curly hair is shown from the chest up against a neutral background. Above the bust, a blurry, dark purple floral wreath is suspended in the air.
Martial, the things that do attain
  The happy life be these, I find:—
The richesse left, not got with pain,
   The fruitful ground; the quiet mind;


The equal friend; no grudge, no strife;
   No charge of rule nor governance;
Without disease the healthful life;
   The household of continuance;


The mean diet, no delicate fare;
   True wisdom join’d with simpleness;
The night dischargèd of all care,
   Where wine the wit may not oppress;


The faithful wife, without debate;
   Such sleeps as may beguile the night:
Contented with thine own estate,
   Ne wish for death, ne fear his might.

translated from the Latin by Henry Howard

Martial (Marcus Valerius Martialis) (c. 38–104 CE) was a renowned Latin poet from Hispania famous for perfecting the witty, satirical epigram in Rome.

Henry Howard, Earl of Surrey (1517?–1547), was a pivotal Tudor poet, courtier, and soldier who helped introduce the Italian sonnet form to England and invented blank verse. Alongside Sir Thomas Wyatt, he founded English Renaissance poetry, developing the English sonnet rhyme scheme later used by Shakespeare.


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Creation Is a Harsh Mistress 

A majestic eagle soars through a clear blue sky.The image captures a powerful wedge-tailed eagle in mid-flight, its impressive wingspan stretched wide against a bright, mostly cloudless sky. The sky is a soft, pale blue, with just a hint of wispy white clouds on the left side, providing a subtle contrast to the bird. The eagle itself dominates the left and center of the frame, positioned so that its head is turned slightly towards the viewer, revealing its keen, alert gaze. Its feathers are a rich tapestry of browns, tans, and blacks, with intricate patterns visible on the wings and tail. The sunlight illuminates the underside of its wings, highlighting the delicate structure of the flight feathers and giving them a warm, golden hue. The eagle's body is dark brown, with lighter, buff-colored feathers on its chest and the nape of its neck. Its talons are tucked close to its body. The composition is dynamic, with the eagle angled as if gliding effortlessly forward. The overall atmosphere is one of freedom, power, and natural beauty. The image is sharp and detailed, emphasizing the texture and majesty of the bird.

Wedge-tailed eagle, Kangaroo island, South Australia

I watched a falcon take a starling once.

It happened in seconds — a stoop from height, a collision, a brief tumble, and then stillness. The falcon landed, mantled its wings over the kill, and began to feed. No hesitation. No apology. The rest of the murmuration closed its wound and moved on, a liquid black ribbon reshaping itself against the grey sky as if nothing had happened.

Nature did not pause to consider the starling’s feelings. It did not schedule a meeting to discuss the timing. It did not send a polite message saying, perhaps another day would be more convenient. The falcon had one job. It did it with complete, unsentimental precision.


I thought about that for a long time afterwards.

The natural world is not cruel in the way we sometimes use the word — with malice, with intent to wound. It is simply indifferent. The blizzard that buries the weakened elk does not choose its victim. The drought does not spare the seedling that had potential. What cannot sustain itself does not survive. What is not fit for its environment is quietly, inexorably removed. There is no committee. There is no appeal.

This is not tragedy. This is the engine of everything alive.

I left a corporate career to become a wildlife photographer. I made that choice deliberately, with eyes open, because I understood — or thought I understood — that creative work requires space, silence, and concentrated time. What I did not fully anticipate was how many forces would immediately begin filling that space the moment I created it. Other people’s timelines. Requests that arrived as opportunities but functioned as obligations. Collaborations that fed someone else’s project at the cost of my own. The slow, pleasant drift of mornings spent responding to things instead of making things.

The predator that does not hunt loses its edge. Not suddenly — gradually. The reflexes soften. The eye grows less sharp. The kill becomes harder, then harder still. By the time the decline is visible, it has been happening for months.


I had to learn to be a predator about my time.

  • This means mornings are not negotiable. From the first hour of daylight until noon, I am either in the field or at the editing desk. That time belongs to the work. Not to inbox management, not to social media, not to the interesting idea someone else wants me to develop with them. The work comes first, with the same blunt priority that a hunting animal gives to hunting.
  • It also means I have learned to say no without elaborate justification. The wolf does not explain to the caribou why it has chosen this particular moment, this particular angle of approach. It simply acts in accordance with its own survival. When I decline a project that would consume three weeks of creative time for someone else’s gain, I do not owe a detailed account of my reasoning. I am working is sufficient. My time is committed is sufficient. The rest is courtesy, not obligation.
  • And it means editing the calendar with the same ruthlessness that natural selection applies to a gene pool. The commitments that do not serve the work — the meetings that could be emails, the appearances that offer visibility but cost focus, the social obligations that accumulate like sediment — these are the weak, and they will crowd out the strong if you let them. Review them. Remove what cannot justify itself. What remains will be stronger for the culling.

Nature has no interest in your intentions. It measures only what you actually do, what you actually make, what you leave behind that can survive without you.

Your creative time is not a luxury to be rationed out after everything else has been served. It is the thing. It is the hunt, the territory, the survival condition. Protect it accordingly.

Be the falcon. Be the blizzard.

Be, if you must, the cruel mistress — because the alternative is to be the starling.


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The Dreamer

  1. Things to Do in the Belly of the Whale
  2. From Blossoms
  3. Wild Geese
  4. The Peace of Wild Things
  5. My Gift to You
  6. Departing Spring
  7. The Skylark
  8. What a Strange Thing!
  9. Although The Wind …
  10. The Old Pond
  11. Spring Is Like A Perhaps Hand
  12. Hast thou 2 loaves of bread …
  13. Youth and Age
  14. A Postcard From the Volcano
  15. The Kraken
  16. He wishes for the Cloths of Heaven
  17. There Is a Solitude of Space
  18. Because I Could Not Stop for Death
  19. Mad Song
  20. Answer July
  21. Success Is Counted Sweetest
  22. Hope Is the Thing with Feathers
  23. The Bluebird
  24. A Vision of the End
  25. The Crying of Water
  26. A Rose Has Thorns As Well As Honey
  27. Winter
  28. The Dark Cavalier
  29. There is no Life or Death
  30. Sheep in Winter
  31. To a Snowflake
  32. Sextain
  33. A Crocodile
  34. Sea Fever
  35. The Giant Cactus of Arizona
  36. The Coming of Night
  37. Going to the Picnic
  38. Moon Tonight
  39. A Southern Night
  40. Greenness
  41. Twilight
  42. On the Wing
  43. In Summer
  44. Before Parting
  45. Sonnet
  46. The Red Wheelbarrow
  47. Acceptance
  48. At The Pool
  49. Incurable
  50. Bluebird and Cardinal
  51. [Say What You Will, And Scratch My Heart To Find]
  52. The River
  53. Vas Doloris
  54. Squirrel
  55. Ghosts
  56. The Spirit of Poetry
  57. Nightfall in the Tropics
  58. Journey of the Magi
  59. The City Lights
  60. January
  61. Winter Night
  62. My Heart Has Known Its Winter
  63. Things Said When He Was Gone
  64. Jabberwocky
  65. Expectancy
  66. Surrender
  67. At the Mid Hour of Night
  68. Fog
  69. The Things I Love
  70. Spring
  71. The Earth-Child in the Grass
  72. The Rivals
  73. A Line-storm Song
  74. To the Daisy
  75. It sifts from Leaden Sieves
  76. The Unquiet Grave
  77. In Summer Time
  78. Wine of Summer
  79. The Alchemist
  80. A Serenade
  81. Meeting Ourselves
  82. Early Waking
  83. Sir Walter Raleigh to His Son
  84. Art
  85. Freedom and Truth
  86. Sonnet LIX: Love’s Last Gift
  87. Fate
  88. Night
  89. II [Doom is dark and deeper than any sea-dingle.]
  90. From “Fungi of Yuggoth” [XIV. Star-winds]
  91. Sun Song
  92. The Dreamer
  93. The Means to Attain Happy Life
  94. Persuasion
  95. Going Somewhere
  96. An Essay on Man – Epistle II Scheduled for 14th April 2026
  97. She says, being forbidden: Scheduled for 21st April 2026
  98. [The evening darkens over] Scheduled for 28th April 2026
  99. Dover Beach Scheduled for 5th May 2026
  100. The Poet Scheduled for 19th May 2026
  101. Unforgotten Scheduled for 26th May 2026
Waves
The wave yearns at the cliff foot: its pale arms   
   Reach upward and relapse, like down-dropped hands;   
The baffled tides slip backward evermore,   
   And a long sighing murmurs round the sands . . .  


My heart is as the wave that lifts and falls:   
    Tall is the cliff—oh! tall as that dim star   
That crowns its summit hidden in a cloud—   
    Tall as the dark and holy heavens are.  


The sad strange wreckage of full many ships   
    Burdens the bitter waters’ ebb and flow:   
Gold diadems, like slowly falling flames,   
    Lighten the restless emerald gulfs below;  


And withered blossoms float, and silken webs,   
    And pallid faces framed in wide-spread hair,   
And bubble-globes that seethe with peacock hues,   
    And jewelled hands, half-open, cold and fair.  


Sea creatures move beneath: their swift sleek touch   
    Begets sweet madness and unworthy fire—   
Scaled women—triton-things, whose dark seal eyes   
    Are hot and bloodshot with a man’s desire.  


Their strange arms clasp: the sea-pulse in their veins   
    Beats like the surf of the immortal sea—   
Strong, glad and soulless: elemental joys   
    Bathe with green flame the sinking soul of me.  


Downward and down—to passionate purple looms,   
    Athrill with thought-free, blurred, insatiate life,   
Where the slow-throbbing sea-flow sways like weed   
    Dim figures blended in an amorous strife—  


I am enclasped, I sink; but the wave lifts,   
    With all its freight of treasure and of death,   
In sullen foamless yearning towards the height   
    Where the star burns above the vapour-wreath; 


And a deep sob goes up, and all the caves   
    Are filled with mourning and a sorrow-sound.   
The green fire fades: I rise: I see the star—   
    Gone are the triton arms that clipped me round. 
   
Hope beats like some lost bird against the cliff—   
    The granite cliff above the burdened wave,   
Whose fleeting riches are more desolate   
    Than gems dust-mingled in a nameless grave . . . 


When all the wordless thirsts of Time are slaked,   
    And all Earth’s yearning hungers sweetly fed,   
And the Sea’s grief is stilled, and the Wind’s cry,   
    And Day and Night clasp on one glowing bed—  


Oh! in that hour shall clay and flame be blent—   
    Love find its perfect lover, breast on breast—   
When dream and dreamer at the last are one,   
    And joy is folded in the arms of jest. 

Dulcie Deamer (1890 – 1972) was a New Zealand-born Australian novelist, poet, journalist, and actress.


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Shortlisted for the 2025 Pangolin Photo Challenge

Two  boxing Kangaroo Island kangaroos (Macropus fuliginosus fuliginosus), silhouetted against a warm, golden-orange background during sunset.

Some news made my day last week, and I could not wait to share it with you.

My photo of two boxing Kangaroo Island kangaroos at sunset has been shortlisted for the grand prize in the 2025 Pangolin Photo Challenge, in the “Out of Africa” category. 

Yes — Australian kangaroos in an “Out of Africa” category. I love that. Pangolin is a safari company based in Africa, and the “Out of Africa” category is precisely for wildlife from the rest of the world. It is their way of saying that wild and beautiful exists everywhere, not only on the savanna. I could not agree more.

I took this photo on Kangaroo Island, South Australia, during the golden hour just before sunset. The light that evening was extraordinary — thick and amber, turning everything it touched into fire. Two young males were sparring in the long dry grass, completely absorbed in each other, and I remember thinking: do not move, do not breathe, just let it happen.The backlight caught the fine fur along their silhouettes and the dust rising from the ground, and for a few seconds the whole scene became something closer to a painting than a photograph. This is one of my favourite images from that trip, and honestly, one of my favourites ever.

The kangaroos are Kangaroo Island kangaroos (Macropus fuliginosus fuliginosus), a subspecies of the Western Grey Kangaroo found only on Kangaroo Island. Centuries of isolation from the mainland have made them distinctly their own: shorter, darker, with a richness of fur that the mainland populations do not have. And considerably cuter, in my entirely unbiased opinion.

The Pangolin Photo Challenge draws entries from photographers around the world, and the standard is genuinely high. To be shortlisted for the grand prize is both humbling and quietly thrilling — the kind of news you read twice before you believe it.

Thank you to everyone who has followed this journey and supported my work. It means more than I can say. I hope this photo does what I always hope my wildlife images will do: make you stop for a moment, look at these animals, and feel something worth holding onto.


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Book Review: My Name Is Red

  1. Book Review: My Name Is Red
  2. Book Review: How to Meditate Scheduled for 16th April 2026
  3. Book Review: Bila Yarrudhanggalangdhuray Scheduled for 1st May 2026
  4. Book Review: The Book of Emma Reyes Scheduled for 1st June 2026
Cover of the book My Name Is Red by Orhan Pamuk

My Name Is Red (1998, English translation 2001) by Orhan Pamuk is a postmodern murder mystery set in 16th-century Istanbul. A miniaturist working on a secret manuscript commissioned by the Sultan is found dead, and the investigation into his murder pulls the reader deep into the world of Ottoman illuminated art — and into a collision between two ways of seeing: the symbolic, God-centred traditions of Islamic painting, and the individual perspective of European realism arriving from Venice. The story is told through a chorus of voices: artists, apprentices, a woman navigating love and survival, and — in a move that is playfully unsettling — inanimate objects, including a tree, a coin, and the colour red itself.


I picked up My Name Is Red because of the painting. I’m not sure what I expected, but I wasn’t prepared for how deeply it would speak to me as a photographer.

The novel is built around a question that sounds deceptively simple: what does it mean to see? The Ottoman miniaturists who populate Pamuk’s Istanbul do not paint what their eyes see; they paint what God sees — the world as it truly is, not as it appears from a single vantage point. A horse is not painted as one particular horse standing in one particular light. It is painted as the idea of a horse, the truest possible horse. To paint from life, from your own eyes, from your own position in the world — as the Venetian masters do — is, in this tradition, a kind of arrogance. To say: I see this, is to say: my sight matters.

I kept stopping to think about that. Every time I raise my camera, I am doing exactly what the Sultan’s miniaturists were forbidden to do. I am choosing a position, a moment, a light. I am insisting that this particular kangaroo, in this particular golden-hour glow, seen from this particular angle, is worth preserving. It is an intensely individual act. My Name Is Redmade me aware of that in a way I had never quite articulated before.

The murder at the heart of the story gives the novel its propulsive energy, but it is really a frame for something more layered: an exploration of what happens when an artistic tradition begins to fracture. The miniaturists in the Sultan’s workshop are anxious, competitive, devoted, and frightened. One of them has killed to protect a style of seeing. Whether that style is worth protecting — whether any tradition is — is the question Pamuk leaves beautifully open.

The voice I loved most was red itself. The chapter in which the colour narrates its own existence — its capacity to hold passion and violence and beauty simultaneously — is one of the most extraordinary things I’ve read in a long time. Light does something similar in photography: a single shift in colour temperature changes everything, not just aesthetically but emotionally. Red at dawn and red at dusk are not the same red. Pamuk knows this, and he gives it language.

The love story between Black and Shekure is handled with the same layered intelligence. It is tender and complicated and refuses easy resolution. Shekure is one of the most fully realised characters I’ve encountered in historical fiction — pragmatic, guarded, genuinely uncertain, and never reducible to her circumstances.

Pamuk’s Istanbul is vivid without being picturesque. The cold, the smell of the streets, the candlelit workshops, the weight of snow on the Golden Horn — these details accumulate until the city feels entirely real, and the collision happening within it — between two visions of the world — feels entirely urgent.

Erdağ Göknar‘s translation deserves its own quiet round of applause. The prose breathes.

If you have any interest in art, in the act of making images, in what it means to be caught between tradition and change — read this book. It will stay with you. It stayed with me for weeks, surfacing unexpectedly every time I looked through my viewfinder and chose a frame.


Orhan Pamuk (b. 1952) is a Turkish novelist, screenwriter, academic, and recipient of the 2006 Nobel Prize in Literature.

Erdağ Göknar is a Turkish-American scholar, literary translator, and poet. He is an Associate Professor of Turkish and Middle Eastern Studies at Duke University


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